Remember yesterday?  We’ll I hit every red light on the way to work.  It might sound stupid, but it puts a negative spin on the whole day.  I couldn’t shake it.  To top it off, I had a horrible sleep and my leg is wreaking havoc in the worst way.  At work Isaac even asked me if my leg was bothering me, I said actually ya, have I been limping.  He said no, I just haven’t been myself.  I don’t think I realize this chronic pain effect how I act and treat people.  It was an eye opener.  I need to be more aware of this, I’ve been off in my own little self important world for the last couple weeks and it’s starting to show.  All I can do is hope once I get my back fixed, I’ll be more aware.  I think also having someone help me in the office will relieve some stress.  The good news is it’s all going to change.

Enough of the touchy feeling talk.  On to something else.

Tomorrow is blood donor day.  Holy crap I’m nervous.  I’m not a fan of needles, let alone loosing a bag of my own blood.  I know it’s for a good cause, and I’m definitely going through with it, I just hope I don’t pass out in front of everyone.

Going to call it a night.  I need my sleep.  Night peeps.